Burn

It begins with the dark glowing ember
something black burning its way out of me
tearing the flesh pain in the only thing
i feel scars all i see
but i know the fires burning my insides again

What can i do to salvage my desire tonight
faces feeled my reason leaving
all the ashes there you wont catch me for bread
in my decision

I cant keep telling myself
what i wanna hear
i cant just close my eyes

I know that its killing me
and its poisioning the best of me
what i say i dont want to believe
so let me tell you about the lives i lived

That is sour
it kills in gas and flames and gasoline
broken pictures replaced with blackout memories in my head
recken from the past it haunts me it shakes me to the bone

I know its over but i cant go home tonight
but atfer this i feel as empty as the night before
feel the pain and yet im stealing
here even more nihilistic
cursing sacrifice

My heads a mess and i cant find a way to fix it



its only as dark as you make it